I am going to share with you my thoughts of a time that has since passed, for the Lord has forever changed my thinking. I wrote these thoughts six years ago, my main objective is to show others how the Lord has blessed me concerning my growth to becoming a man of God. I do apologize for using words that do not represent me, or my thoughts that are of this day. I pray that others will come to understand that change is possible with the Lord in your life.

Written 2014…

There was something that caught my attention the other day while I was watching the news. There was this Hispanic woman saying some shit about how slavery is in the past, “SO BLACK PEOPLE NEED TO GET OVER IT!” I just about lost my damn mind, by the way I was acting you would of thought that I caught my wife fucking a white man, in my bed! Now before I go any further I want to make myself clear that I do not have a problem with Mexicans, Guatemalans, Cubans, Haitians, Martians, or whoever the fuck else it is, as long as they have obtained citizenship legally, but I do have a problem with those who have not. I have been watching this immigrant shit unfold for years, especially in San Jose, Ca were the crime rate has steadily increased over the years, and “NO,it is not because of us lazy niggers that do not want to work for anything, it is due to the influx of immigrants entering California illegally. Up to now I have been completely honest with you, and I will continue to do so. There is something that I must confess, I have had a problem with Hispanics for years, but not in the way one may think, for color and race is not my issue. My issues were born from the disparities that exist between Americans Blacks and Hispanics concerning certain legalities in the state of California, here are a few examples. When there is a group of Hispanics standing on the side of Home Depot or some other establishment they must be looking for work, but when you see a group of American Blacks standing “ANYWHERE, they are either loitering or selling drugs. And by the way, I even bought marijuana from those “THEY ARE JUST LOOKING FOR WORK” Hispanics. There were numerous times that I had to attend court for being an unfit Black man, and during those times I took notice of certain disparities that existed between the American Blacks and the undocumented illegal immigrants, and that shit pissed me off! Those motherfuckers had no right being there anyway, they had no residency card, no drivers license, had numerous aliases, couldn’t or wouldn’t speak English, and it was usually the latter. The courts would literally fine these illegal motherfuckers a hundred dollars and send their undocumented asses back onto the streets, and to add insult to injury, by the way the majority of them had their finances ready, this was not their first time, it seemed to be routine, It is the non-stop circulation of that all mighty dollar. I am also tired of people yelling, “THE SYSTEM IS BROKEN, THEY NEED TO FIX IT!” Well I am sorry to be the one to inform you, but the system is not broken, it is well oiled, and in pristine condition. Here is some more bullshit for you. HEADLINE: THE MAJORITY OF COLLEGES LOOK AT POLICIES FOR ILLEGAL UNDOCUMENTED IMMIGRANTS.Am I the only one that is pissed off? Damn, when I lived in the inner city kids had to share the same books because there wasn’t enough money in the budget, and you have the audacity to tell me that you are going to find a way to get illegal undocumented immigrants money to attend college, are you fucking serious? And I am sure that the funds will come from hard working tax paying citizens who are sacrificing their life savings to put their kids through college. “FUCK YOU!” I am just trying to show you how far down the totem pole we are even without being a detriment to ourselves. Have you ever thought about how Hispanics have attained more businesses than Black Americans in the inner city? They own tire and repair shops, restaurants, sell roses on corners, and walk up and down the street pushing carts peddling Mexican ice cream and churros, and we Black Americans cant get a fucking cell phone without a million dollar deposit. You can call me the “THE ANGRY BLACK MAN,” for I am. I am angry at the way the world perceives, and treats me. Why is the Obama administration giving aid to the illegal undocumented immigrants in this country? Well I did a little lightweight research, and just like I thought, the Obama administration has been working overtime. The administration entered into an agreement with Mexico’s government that will prevent discrimination against illegal undocumented immigrants in the United States workplace, and the United States will educate them about “THEIR CIVIL RIGHTS, and minimum wage laws. The US-Mexico agreement was “NOT” signed by President Obama or anyone connected with immigration enforcement or homeland security, it was signed by the federal agency that enforces the nations workplace discrimination laws, the Equal Employment Opportunity Commission(EEOC). To make sure that U.S. employers are not firing illegal undocumented immigrants, the Obama administration has actually signed a deal with Mexico to “PROTECT THE RIGHTS” of illegal undocumented immigrants in the work place. According to the Memorandum of Understanding, the Equal Opportunity Commission will spend U.S. taxpayer dollars to back this agreement. This is an example of how the administration is doing all that it can to promote even more illegal undocumented immigration. And of course this comes at a time when when wages are being driven down by competition from illegal undocumented immigrants workers who will work for “SLAVE” wages. Did the administration think about the population control in this country from the direct result of illegals having babies intentionally for the sake of their immigration status? Did the administration think of all the vicious criminals that are getting a fresh start in the United States? Did the administration think of all the drugs that the cartels will be transporting to the United States? Did the administration think about the rise in population behind bars? I am sure they did, it is part of “THEIR AGENDA.”

Since mentally addressing my thoughts concerning illegal undocumented immigrants I have come to respect them for taking advantage of what the administration is giving them, “FOR WE HAVE NOT LEARNED.But what I want you to understand is, although I appreciate your chess move, I do not condone the policies by which you are able to play the game. And for the record, I know that all illegal undocumented immigrants are not all criminals, most are just trying to find a place where they can attain a better quality of life for their families and themselves. But it does not negate the fact that they are here “ILLEGALLY!” Speaking for myself, this shit is real simple. There is only one difference between illegal undocumented immigrants and documented immigrants, one is legal and one is not, all that other made up bullshit is just another example of the administration making shit up to further “THEIR AGENDA.” Before I go I have some advice for our legal documented immigrants. We are in the same boat just different seats, the only difference between you and I is that they paid for your passage, but be forewarned, you will pay them back with your blood, sweat, tears, pain, and some, with their lives! Remember the white man does nothing that does not benefit him, so enjoy your so-called liberation until payment comes due.

2020……With God now in my life!

“LORD I PRAY FOR US ALL,” for we are trying to survive in a world full of uncertainty and unfairness, “TOGETHER!” Lord I pray that you guide those that are displaced and find them a home, for the world will try to exploit their more than minimum wage work ethic in exchange for food, and a nights rest. Lord I also pray for those of us who have a place to rest our heads, for there are many whose roof is on borrowed time. Lord I pray that you heal our minds and bodies, for “THE WORLD GIVES US NO TIME TO REST.

“Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs.”

Ephesians 4:29

My growth……



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