With all the difficulties that my wife and I have endured over the last three years I would not change a thing, for I have come to learn that without those things I would have never become associated with the Lord on such a deep and personal level. I cannot explain the feelings that are exploring my body with such purpose, but I have learned to be patient, for in the Lords time all of his truths will be revealed. I have read many publications, publications of different genres, but none has given me the comfort, the security, the vision, the trust, and the hope that the Lord and his scriptures provide. As I obtain knowledge from these scriptures I am beginning to look at myself from a more godlier perspective, and I am thankful for what I see, for I see a man that is growing spiritually from within. There is so much more to life than the detrimental stimuli that the wicked of the world circulate on a daily and continuous basis, for I have now come to believe that I truly have a purpose, and that purpose is to live life eternal and share my testimony with others. Through the Lord and his scriptures I am in the process of having a form of love for all, for there are many that know not of what they say, see, or what they do, for the world keeps them mute, blind, and without direction. I can truly say that at fifty-two years of age I have been blessed with direction, for I am on my way to becoming a man, a man of God.
“I have chosen the way of faithfulness; I have set my heart on your laws.”