As my pain filled body continues to heal from my throat cancer and my car accident my outspoken faithful thoughts of today are under siege, for they are continuously being invaded by silent unfaithful thoughts of yesterday. “Lord I thought You loved me?” “Why did you do this to me?” “Lord where were You?” “Lord what did I do to deserve this?” “Lord I cannot do this for much longer!” My outspoken faithful thoughts of today, kidnapped by silent unfaithful thoughts of the past are all alone, held captive, imprisoned with mouth taped. This unfaithful invasion of my mental privacy has reduced my outspoken faithful thoughts of this day to silence, and as they sit alone thinking of ways to escape this unfaithful imprisonment I begin to pray, for if not, I will be alone in trouble, not to be rescued, and I will not be honored by Him.
“Because he loves Me, says the Lord, I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges My name. He will call on Me and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will rescue him and honor him.”