I believe in my Lord and Savior, I make it known to all who choose to read my thoughts, some have understanding, many do not, I pray for them all. We all have our own beliefs, I dare not judge those whose beliefs differ from mine, for we all travel alone once our eyelids bow for the final encore. Death and its darkness, we shall meet one day, but it shall only be in passing, for His Heavenly Light awaits. I do not know the day, the month, or the year that I will be called home, but I am blessed, for His Holy Scriptures they guide me, they teach me, they mold me, they prepare me for what is to come. As my body begins its final descent I am thankful, blessed I am, for I have seen much and I have met many. I must confess, life has been difficult as of late, my body, frail and fragile, my mind, forgetful, my heart, vulnerable, my thoughts, unholy they have become, they are filled with anger, self-pity, regret, and despair. Lord I need You, my faith is under siege, it has been compromised, an inside job, amends I make, I repent, forgive me Lord.
“Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord.”
Forgive me Lord……