“Living with pain”

As my pain awakens me I shall not sleep, for the memories from which my pain was born will keep me company until the sun rises. As I try to get acclimated to this repetitive loop, my new roommate seems to have an issue with touching things that do not belong to him. During ourContinue reading ““Living with pain””


Over the past three months that I have been sharing my thoughts and feelings with you, I let something happen that I said I would not let take place, I let my writings absorb me, the more I wrote, the more angrier I became. My wife informed me that I needed to fix it orContinue reading ““YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW!””


So I set up an encounter with the Angry Black Man, but I thought it would be best if we met in a public place, for you cannot trust anyone these days, not even yourself. The meeting took place at our local shopping mall near the food court. We both arrived around the same time.Continue reading ““MY ANGER, MY FRIEND””


Mother Earth: “I give all of myself to you, and you do this to me?” Man: “What have I done to you?” Mother Earth: “Man is destroying me! Man is destroying me with pollution, overconsumption(greed), overpopulation, deforestation, pollution, mass extinction of “CERTAIN SPECIES,” unnatural climate change, and a plethora of other afflictions that man hasContinue reading ““I GIVE ALL OF MYSELF””


As I age there are many who I love that are leaving this plain of existence, so my tears write these words as I express my pain on this page. As my hair begins to gray, death seems to be letting me know that our time together will soon be at hand. As I thinkContinue reading ““MORE THAN BLACK AND WHITE!“”


It was my choice! I placed myself into the traps that were lying in wait for my arrival. Unfortunately, I did not choose to disassociate myself from the issues that were having there way with me. I put all the blame on the world, when all along we were colleagues in his fight for myContinue reading ““IT WAS MY CHOICE!””

Since I was a child I have always walked at night, for it gives me a confidence that seems to elude me during the waking hours. This night I embrace, for this night is still and its pulse is faint. I cover myself within its darkness as if it were a security blanket, for thisContinue reading


My life is at a crossroad, I am a 51 year old man full of uncertainty. What is my next role? Do I play the role of a middle aged black man that was recently informed that he can no longer work in his chosen profession due to a plethora of medical injuries? Do IContinue reading ““WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO NOW?””


I am going to share with you my thoughts of a time that has since passed, for the Lord has forever changed my thinking. I wrote these thoughts six years ago, my main objective is to show others how the Lord has blessed me concerning my growth to becoming a man of God. I doContinue reading ““MY GROWTH””


Now “FAITH” is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. Hebrews 11:1 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good “WORKS” and glorify your Father which is in heaven. Mathew 5:16 The “SALVATION” of the righteous is from the Lord; He is theirContinue reading ““DO THE MATH””

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