Out of fifty-one years on this earth I was under the influence for twenty-three of those years, I will not lie to you, I am here to testify, I was in love with intoxication! In the beginning we went out a few times, you know, a period of feeling each other out so to speak.Continue reading ““NO MORE!””


There was once a time not long ago when we would wake up next to each other, when we would hold each other close to keep the morning cold at bay before we rise, but now….. “Hey Siri, turn heater on.” DAME


“But I say to you who hear, love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you.” Luke 6:27-28 I could of left this piece as is, but I will always share my whole truth. I have been having a hard time accepting HisContinue reading ““LORD I HEAR YOU””


I went from drinking alcohol for twenty-three straight years to a pre-made family without learning who truly I was, or who I wanted to become. Ten years ago I woke up as an adult, a husband, a step-father, a poppa, and a provider. After twenty-three long years in a state of drunkenness the fog thatContinue reading ““DO NOT FEAR, NOR BE DISMAYED””


I am a cow grazing in the warmth of the world and there is nothing but green pastures as far as my eyes can see. I have servants that feed me endlessly, they wash me, they groom me, and people come from miles around to get a glimpse of me, life is good, real good.Continue reading ““THE SLAUGHTER””


I am a fifty-two year old disabled man with daily aches and pains, I feel as if I have reached my twilight ahead of schedule but I am not one to complain, for I know that I am blessed to be alive. Becoming of age can be an awakening, the act or moment of beingContinue reading ““THE HUNT CONTINUES””


For me to gain understanding I first had to pay the price of not paying attention, so listen to advice now while it doesn’t cost you anything. “Listen to advice and accept instruction, that you may gain wisdom in the future.” Proverbs 19:20 Listen….. DAME


I write these words in remembrance of a very good friend of mine, he was my brother from another mother. My brothers name was Perry Glascoe, he passed away at the age of forty-five from prostate cancer almost eight years ago. I met Perry when I was fifteen years old, he was eighteen. I willContinue reading ““I WALK FOR YOU””


As my pain filled body continues to heal from my throat cancer and my car accident my outspoken faithful thoughts of today are under siege, for they are continuously being invaded by silent unfaithful thoughts of yesterday. “Lord I thought You loved me?” “Why did you do this to me?” “Lord where were You?” “LordContinue reading ““LORD RESCUE ME””

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